I trust you.
No you don’t. Isn’t that why you check up on me every moment you can?
I care for you.
Care for me or care for the additional income that you might get from me?
Study hard for your future.
Your’s or mine?
Being happy is most important.
And then you tell me to sacrifice my current happiness for the future.
Yeah thanks, I know I am.
Why don’t you just give up?
But of course I have to go to work again and live for myself.
How can you have time to leisurely eat meals? Do your work.
I should totally skip meals everyday and do my homework and study all day long.
I try and try again to believe that you care for me. That everything you say is for my own sake. But I can’t help but doubt it some how. Is it really? Or is it for your own satisfaction. To use me to reach the goals you couldn’t reach, to do the things you want to do and to have the things you want to have. And of course, on the way you can use me to vent your frustrations, release all the pent up anger that you might have and satisfy yourself that you can have power over at least one thing in your life. I don’t understand. I can’t bring myself to understand anymore.